So right now I am struggling with a loss of motivation. I don’t know about where you live dear reader, but I am in North New Jersey where it has been snowing like crazy! The cold isn’t what bothers me, it’s the ice. I’m so afraid to slip and fall that I don’t want to risk it. I haven’t been to the gym because I despise the treadmill, SO BORING!! I can feel the pounds creeping back and my endurance going down. Sighhh. I have two months until the Nike Women’s Half and I just need to start training!! I’m so crazy. The snow looks like it’s not going any where, I’m guessing it’s time to bite the bullet and use the ol’dreadmill. Le sighhh.
Need. Motivation. Now.
I can actually see the weight and feel it in the tightness of my clothes. I tried on a few new shirts at the mall the other day and was so disgusted and disappointed in myself I didn’t buy anything. Time to get serious again.